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Borderline [Vent]

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"I'm borderline happy and I'm borderline sad, I'm borderline good and I'm borderline bad."

Really I've just got so much on mind. I can't sleep, even though I've tried and it's all I want to do. I feel so unhappy, and I have been for the past few weeks. Sometimes I forget about it but it always comes back and it feels so horrible... really I don't think there are any words that I can think of to describe how I feel, and what's making me feel this way. The only person who would remotely understand is my sister and she's like the break-up I'll never be able to get over. Sometimes I'll be drawing and a song will come on that reminds me of her, and I just start bawling my eyes out... sometimes I feel like everyone closest to me has left, found someone to replace me... and they don't care anymore- regardless of what they say. I just want something to tell me that it's going to be okay y'know? I feel like I'm drowning and everyone around me is holding my head underwater and watching me squirm. I want to lay everything out on someone but the only thing I can think of saying is "it's fine" or "it's okay" and I don't know why.

sorry if this went from 0-100 real quick I just needed to get it off my chest somewhere and I guess this is the only place I have courage to do so-
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GimmeTeef's avatar
what does Vent mean? i've seen it a lot for art and idk what it means :T